Do you remember Honoo no Mirage or
Mirage of Blaze??
Ougi Takaya is a seventeen year old high school student whose life changes drastically when he is attacked by a man with supernatural powers, a confrontation which awakens the same abilities in him. The man identifies himself as Naoe Nobutsuna and claims Takaya is Lord Kagetora, adopted son of Uesugi Kenshin whom he has sworn to serve. He reveals that the source of their powers stems from the fact that they are Possessors, souls who have been possessing human bodies for over four hundred years.With Kagetora as their leader, the Possessors have been fighting the Feudal Underworld, an army of vengeful spirits of samurai who fell during the Warring States era. Some of these spirits are also able to possess bodies and do so in order to restart the wars, this time to end them in their favor. Takaya has no memory of this however and and refuess to believe he is Kagetora. As he begins to remember however, he becomes increasingly distraught and begins to draw on Naoe for support, but Naoe is neither the mentor nor the convenient protector Takaya thinks he is.
I knew this series through the anime. It's not enough just to watch the anime and the OVA, then I was googling about it. I'm so impressive with the story, especially for the
complicated relationship between Kagetora and Naoe. I've read it till volume 15 then to volume 21 couple years a go at community. But from there.. I saw the info that made me

...that the ending was so..SUPER TRAGIC! They were not specific telling us about this.. but, just by reading that info.. it makes me..super sad!!
Then, because of the translations were so slow, a little by a little I forget about this. And now, when I looking for the info about Kyou Kara Maou on
ritsu2, I accidentaly read the summary of Mirage of Blaze in Indonesia
HERE . OWHSHIT!!!! she was so specific told us about the ending that makes me

and left a black hole in my heart.. No.. I mean the wound that was healed years a go finally bleeding again by reading her summary especially for the ending...
Naoe knows that he loves Ougi Takaya, not Uesugi Kagetora. That's why he keep Takaya's body.. even though he knows that Takaya can't live any longer, even though.. he knows that Takaya will be gone..forever..(usually, when 'Kagetora" dying, Naoe will looking for another body so that Kagetora could reincarnate). He tried to find a way to keep Takaya's life, even though he MUST kill many people and hurt Takaya's heart
Takaya knows about that..And the truth is, he wants to live together with Naoe, forever. He scared of died, he scared to leave him alone. But, because of his tender heart, he must save the world, even though he knows it means that his separation with Naoe comes closer...
And then.. Takaya Died on Naoe's embrace...(ANJRIT..I'M CRYING NOW!!)She said.. when you read this story, you'll know the meaning of love.AAARGGHHH#$@$@!! What should I dooo?? should I read KKM to enlightening my heart?? Or should I read MoB once again to continue the left part??
Talking about MoB, I agree with
ritsu2 that there are
a few things that resembles to KKM (Novel).
Naoe x Takaya = Conrad x Yuuri !??? Master x Servant?? Reincarnation?? The separation between Naoe x Takaya (when Naoe was shoot on his body and Takaya though he was died) and the separation between Conrad x Yuuri..(betrayal arc)?? Naoe loves Kagetora, Takaya's past.. but now he LOVES TAKAYA = Conrad loves Julia, Yuuri's past.. but now He LOVES YUURI. Ha! but the differences is.. Takaya x Naoe is trully BL with smex scene (yayy) while ConYuu is..well.. BL Imagination. LoL
Yuuri / Julia looks like Takaya, they are so gentle to be a leader
while Conrad looks like Naoe, who doesnt care about other people as long as for the sake of Yuuri / Kagetora.Oh please...
I'm okay with that but I'M NOT OKAY IF TAKABAYASHI MAKE A TRAGIC ENDING FOR CONYUU LIKE MoB!!
Conrad- Yuuri - JuliaMy last words is.. WHY DO JAPANESE NOVEL AUTHORS SEEMS TO LOVES ANGST STORY!!!! GAAAHH... I should reading Smutty Viewfinder right now!!