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Welcome to Shou-Chan's online heaven. This journal is dedicated to myself, the only place that I could talk about anything and everything that I want. I decided to fill this journal back on 2009, though I created this on 2005. At the beginning, the things that majority I talked about was TVXQ-5. But as time goes by, I talked about everything that was stuck on my mind, from Yaoi, supernatural, any pictures , till my daily life (not so many). And no. I'm not fanfic writer as I only wrote 2 stories loooooooong time a go. Now I think the yaoi that I mostly talked about is Viewfinder. I usually fangirling over it when the new chapter release xD

I'M NOT KPOP LOVER, AND NEVER BEEN. Uh....okay.. maybe I was in 2010 (a Kpop Girlband lover) for months. But then I stuck on TVXQ only (Oh well I originally loves TVXQ only since 2008).
but I'M FUJOSHI , means that I love Boy x Boy story . BL subtext, hints, fanservices, shounen ai, yaoi, or even only fangirls fantasy.Too bad I hate bara.
I love read fanfics - all genre except tragedy. Too bad I only read YunJae, HominHo, Narusasu, Asami x Aki pairings.
This LJ is only about my daily life or random talk about everything (BL mostly. lol). For download links, picture spam, a not so long random talk, and yaoi, you can go to my other heaven on
MY TUMBLR. But I admit majority is about Yaoi/ Shounen ai, Narusasu, cool/funny/ interesting post/ pics

DO NOT ADD ME AS YOU FRIEND EXCEPT if you talk to me first and tell me about yourself and the reason why you add me. Because I don't know about you and what you want since I have nothing here. Just leave a comment at whatever post you want.

>>My Fanfic<<
Title : The Hard times in YunJae’s Life
Summary : The story is only about YunJae's life. They were dating, married, and then they are trying to have a baby. Simple? yaah.. not that simple..^^
Title : You Know I love you, baby (YunJae Vers)
Summary : Jae wants to break up because he feels that he’s only in the second place in Yun’s heart
Title : You Know I love you, baby (MinSu vers)
Summary : Same as above, but it's Changmin and Junsu version as original story. Because it's fits Changmin's personality more than Yunho :P
Title : The Wrong Way (UnPublish)
Summary :
What will happen to us on our 10th year of relationship?
Me : OMG OMG I REMEMBER I WROTE THIS! I wrote around 5 chapters, all of them never been published, and I lost the plot on my book T__T

>>Fanfic List (Not mine)<< [UPDATE 2015]
Ficlist through memories (some of them are friend lock - will open it soon)
Vf fanfics that I love is on my Ao3 bookmarks (psst : you SHOULD READ Amelita's fic. Her fanfics are AWESOME!) (Update 2015)

Here on my fanfictionNET bookmarks. Soooooo many (Update 2015)

QUEER AS FOLK - Britin only
Ficlist (WILL NOT UPDATE IT. I don't read it anymore)

YUNJAE (old fic list. Actually as in 2015 I made another list, but forget where xD)
Ficlist 1
Ficlist 2 (private)
Ficlist 3 (private)
Ficlist 4 (through memories by genre)

Special YJ fics that always be in my heart :

the championsCollapse )

Pertama2...saya ucapkan Minal Aidin Walfaidzin 1 syawal 1436H Bagi yang merayakannya (Well.. I am). TELAT! Gw emang bikinnya pas lagi libur Lebaran..tapi gak selesai. Dan sekarang punya kesempatan buat nambah2in tulisan mumpung cuti..

Kedua, (WARNING! So many pictures inside!)

Dear Diary livejournal,

saya mau sdikit fangirling over some manga, nih. Sedikit kilas balik boleh dong.. Dulu, kalau saya bilang dulu, berati bener2 ddddulu, sekitar HAMPIR 20 tahun lalu (aka kurang beberapa tahun lagi), sewaktu saya masih SD, saya inget banget nget nget saya pernah tergila-gila sama salah satu komik shoujo, CLASSIC. Coba tebak apa. Nope. Bukan Sailor Moon walau saya dulu juga cinta banget sama si pelaut yang satu ini (dan tentunya si Tuxedo Bertopeng). Yang ini jauhhhh, jauh lebih classic daripada Usagi Tsukino, dan ini dulu jauhhhh bikin saya tergila2 sampek bacanya pun ngumpet2, gak tau kenapa... yupp.. it's...


Lanjut coooyCollapse )

Current Music: Ada band - Surga Cinta
20 December 2015 @ 08:40 pm
I'm trully sorry, Asami-sama!!! With the absence of your appearance, I found someone else that can make me KYAAING AWWW AWW AWWWWWWWWWWWW...

This Blonde-Demon guy is so cool handsome cute romantic childlike awwww awww awwwwww lah pokoknya (。♥∀♥。)ノ♡♡

When I get a long holiday, I think I might write a review about this manga ~♥~

(pssst : when Asami-sama come back, I know I will fangirling so hard over him again as usual. ʕʘ̅͜ʘ̅ʔ)
15 October 2015 @ 02:55 pm
I mean...not really comeback to the fandom. And I still only care about duo..

...But Okay I admit, I'm back to Yunjae fanfic.



Up to you. But I enjoy reading their fics. lmao
Current Location: my workplace lol
Asami's Mood: indifferentindifferent
Current Music: Love in the ice - current version
03 October 2015 @ 08:25 am

Have a tiny -little- spot for this ship. Who blame it when you used to ship them so hard for years, you read many fanfics of them, you know every little thing about their moments, you have Gigas of their datas (photo, vid, manip, etc) and you haven't delete it cuz you just don't want to do it.

Damn you twitter yesterday..

I won't tell who is it but some of you might be know what I am talking about. I'm still like I used to be for the past 4-5 years. And I still  don't care to the other party, and I still ship my current ship...

Yeah I don't ship 'them' anymore but I want to see them to hug to each other for once...damn you this tiny spot of old memories..

It's a guilty pleasure

Kalo ngga... gue bikin versi Bahasa Indonesianya yang diambil dari Spanish scanlation group...

...Pake Google translate (dan gue edit2 biar lebih manusiawi dibacanya..)
17 May 2015 @ 09:36 pm
Gue gak ngerti... kenapa ada banyak orang (khususnya para penulis fanfic) yang menghapus akun livejournalnya, dengan alasan yang gue pikir cukup konyol : udah gak pake LJ, banyak kenangan pait, atau udah gak difandom tertentu lagi.

AJEGILE LOE! Tinggalin aja napah, tanpa perlu dihapus.
Asal loe tau, sesuatu yang dihapus, PERMANEN, gak akan bisa loe dapetin lagi , gak bisa lo kenang lagi, dikemudian hari. Believe me, suatu saat loe akan merasa rindu sama tulisan2 konyol loe, loe akan rindu sama masa2 lebay loe, loe juga akan kenangan2 indah loe yang ada di Lj loe. Itu yang gue rasain....

Biarpun gue udah jarang abis nyentuh2 LJ (Kecuali kalo Vf lagi update. kekekekeke -- dibutuhkan buat masuk ke YA Comm xD), tapi kadang2 gue suka iseng2 buka entry2 jadul gue, yang suka bikin gue ketawa sendiri. "Oooh gini toh jalan pikiran gue dulu"

Anggaplah LJ ini diary loe dimasa muda. simpen. Rawat. Kenang!


14 April 2015 @ 01:54 pm

I wanna confess something....

I read YJ fanfic again though I don't ship them anymore.....it's good tbh 😱😱😱😱😱😱

I wanna confess again....

since 2008 I cannot read bandfic! anymore since it's hard to imagine the yunho in fanfic is the same with the Yunho I know 😂😂😂

13 December 2014 @ 08:43 pm
I didn't realize that if I linked my twitter with Livejournal, it will post ALL of your tweets!!!! Look. I know it's one of some ways to keep Lj alive but...it looks like a trash on Lj..*click delete many times* *click logout twitter on Lj*

*re-thinking to change LJ layout from Maiden Rose into Narusasu*
*re-thinking that my current Layout is sooooo beautiful with Taki on it*
30 October 2014 @ 09:21 am
Actually I want to post it yesterday, but work fangirling on tumblr ate my time. In order to keep my very first blog alive, I should post something here. And as usual, it's only viewfinder RAW xDDDDDDD

First of all, we got....

ASAMI'S ID CARD PHOTO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man I never  thought that one day I can see his ID Card photo xDD. Who took it? Who took it??? Don't tell me it's Aki. LoLoLoL. Okay.. staph with fangirling. Let's continue with posting a chinese scans
Asami""s smexiness is here, babyCollapse )

I thought that hoodie dude would be killed by Asami, but who thought he ran away xD. And tbh, I though this is the end of this arc, but it turned wrong again. Lmao. But I'm glad it's not true. I love mystery. I love long arc... as long as it's not as long as Naruto's war arc (wtf am I talking about?). It seems current arc will take longer than Naked Truth. I DON'T MIND since it's different from NT...I mean... my OTP are not separated. hahahhaa

Who's that hoodie guy? some people said he looks like a foreigner. Dude what foreigner while you barely sees his face xDD. No he's Japanese. If that guy is not Japanese, Aki would realize it by his accent. And no he's not Asami's rival. What kind of big boss would go to a dangerous place, alone??? a poor boss?? xD. My bet is.. he's Asami's rival's man. And no it's not Fei Long. He isn't the only Asami's rival It's a man who had a dirty business with Sudoh...maybe ;P

I won't talk about how pathetic Sudoh glared by Asami, and witnessed a lovey dovey scene of AxA and don't tell me how poor that boy since he's still alive. LMAO

Talking about lovey dovey.....DUDE WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO HIM WHEN HE FIND OUT THE XXXXX SCENES OF AKI & SAKAZAKI??? Will he keep his cool side while shooting Saka's head, or will his Susanoo craziness awekened by it like this one??
Just change Madara into Asami and Naruto as Sakazaki..for the picture above only x)
But actually, I always thought the scene will be like...Asami talking to Saka about underground business in a room, calmy, but then when the talk end, suddenly Asami grab Saka's hand, pulling a knife on his pocket, place the hand on a table, and then BAM. He stab that poor hand on it . Or should it be like this?
No I'm not S. Asami is an S.

Okay this is the end of this post (I'm writing this one at my office. LOLOLOL). I will post about the other part of best day of my fujo's live.
Yes...IF YOU ONLY KNOW THAT FINALLY SASUNARU IS CANON?????????????? Kyaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!
Asami's Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: we find love